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I am quite happy...this is because the relationship between me and her quite good and stable..We talk phone every night this few days..I like it..especially last night...we talk quite long talk many things and laugh...she quite cute..I like to hear her sound...I also like her movement especially she run(just like a penguin) ...haha..after i told her about this..she also laugh... But I don't know whether we can stay long time or not...I don't what is her final decision...But I can get my answer that I want it through the talk every night...Now I also don't want to disturb her too much..Because the exam will start this few days..I don't want to put too much pressure for her...I just want to give her some encouragement... She said..she don't want too let many people know yet...never mind..I can understand...yesterday when my classmate saw me and her across my class,she look shy and run quickly...haha...so cute...She don't want me to waste money and every night call her...she said sometime she will automatically call me...but I really not allow she do that..I also don't wan her to waste money...so..I will keep continue to call her first....You Know why??Because I am a BOY.......
HaiX..yesterday is my last school day ...so miss it...I miss my class..because everyday had new things happened there..although sometime quite noisy n boring there..but there is no any opportunity back my class d...we already graduation.. Now...still left SPM exam...after that..i believe I can"t meet my classmate everyday d...haix..... Many Memories no matter sweet or bitter in Sacred Heart...I grow from there..I have change many things this few years...I like my school life in Sacred Heart...I also miss my teacher..... Now..hope all my classmate can do well in SPM...But Now...We still have change to meet each other during the SPM...I must appreciate the time I together with them.... Gambateh in SPM and also keep in touch.......I will never forget what I have done in SACRED HEART........
Very upset today..but not totally upset la....no one can understand my feeling....Pressure..Pressure n Pressure!!!!! How to overcome it??? Only you can help yourself....My ways to reduce my pressure includes:eating..sleeping...n play badminton ..I choose playing badminton as my way to overcome my pressure... Nobody can help you...They don't want to know what pressure you had faced..they just want you to show them your best performance or result...No one can understand the proses you done even it is sweet or bitter....Is it result is the best to confirm or determine a person...?? ?? Is it scolding more effective than encouragement?? Is it result more useful than proses?? Haix..nobody will understand my complex's feeling.... The person who most know more about me....Of course is....... ME!!!
Haix...I know this challenge is quite tough for me...but i still need to face it... I really don't know why i can lost in final...there is no any reason i can lost it..even the semi final quite tough for me..but i still can pass it with nice performance... Haix...I think this is my fate..no one can change it...quite disappointed because all my plan will be delayed...but I still no lost all...at least I do well in my quarter final and also semi final... Hope can keep continue my performance well la....
I Think there is no any reason you can read my blog already..the best solution is you better get out of my blog..If you really want's to "intoduce" my blog,help me to promote my blog..Please!Please select a suitable time...so that this few's days incident will not happen...She wan to take exam!!!!why you still want do that...What purpose you do it!!!!!Is it like my friends said to me the reason you do?????!!!!Now many people became not happy not happy..
Pls ya..this case only about me and her...why you all have comments...wa...suddenly I so porpular...you take me go to hollywood la...STUPID!!!!!!!
Yesterday night...she said she want to be my fish(gf) n want swim into aquarium(my heart)..but she said..she don want to heart 1 people...Who are she????I think someone will know it...Besides,she also say..if there is not the appearance of another people,she will accept me without any pressure...She also felt touching that I do a lot of things for her...
Now...the relationship between me and her is consider what??????Hope the people that want to break the relationship between me n her will disappears as soon as possible!!!!!I hate you!!!!!Please stop your action!!!!!You better go to act drama!!!!If you not appear in the relationship between me n her...I think many will not happen so badly!!!!!!!
My dear,Please don't pity of her....why u worry her..she not care you..why you still need take care of her feelings???????If I follow my friend's instruction...Then this case will change into good situation???why you not allow me do that??haix....
Besides,there also have many thing happen on us....I lazy to write it la...I also quite angry when write it.....lolx...
I only spent 4 hours to sleep only..this is becase I talk phone with her untill quite night n prepare my own things,Besides, I also need go to take pretest for my car driving next day..
I woke up very early..although very tied,but i still can handle it..today quite happy..I pass my pretest already..although i do not too good in the test..but the tester still allow me take real test in dis coming Thursday..I very scare when driving..But now my feeling quite ok d...they also encourage me and said to me that I can do well just don't want too scare when driving...
Besides...today I also very happy ..this is because have two Malays girls that bigger than me automatically interact with me..so,i not fell quite boring at there...We talk a lot with each others..one of the Malay girl also invite us drink tea when still waiting the person who fetch us go back..this feeling quite well...you all will not easily understand my feeling..this feeling can't write...We talk many funny topics also...
Erm..this coming Thursday I think I can take JPJ test gua..hope all procedure will done by them..so that i can take the test..
The reason I want quickly to take the test is to prevent my test's date same with my SPM's date..so i need quickly do that..But..thus is not my main reason to take the test..The main reason I take the test is I wish She can be my 1st pessenger...I want to fetch her hanging around as soon as possible..If she wants to go everywhere,I hope I can do her driver....This is because I really love her...
The importance is....I need to pass my driving test!!!so,everything i can do it...Gambateh!!!
After listened your feeling...I quite happy no matter the answer is what...At least u can said all your feeling to me...Thank you!
I will listen your advice...i will try my best in SPM...Now,the importance is our studies...I can step in your shoe and think about that..hope we all can work hard this few weeks....I will folow it what i mentioned to you just now...good night....^^
- HavinG SweEt Dreams AlwayS -
