Monday, November 17, 2008

Haix...coNtiNue StudY agaIn.....

After 4 days relaxing....I want to continue prepare my SPM exam again...This 4 days didn't have any exam around me...I was very happy in this 4 days...a lot have happy things happened to me...the feeling very sweet to me and her...


This few days cannot sweet anymore...Add Maths and Moral papers starts tomorrow....haix...Add Maths????Very tough for me to get good result even pass.....


I have exam 2 days in this week only...Gambateh!!!hope both of us can do well in exam...just left another 2 weeks...later..we can do whatever we wan to do....


Now...I want start prepare my exam d...bye....want to memories the 36 definition of"nilai-nilai murni"..and some important things...i also wan study my Add Maths although after I study also don't know what it said about..lolx....

Sunday, November 16, 2008

SweEt versus Little disappointment...Bulb???not la.....

Today..I still have an appointment with her again...We also met in the library again...I felt stomachache from midnight to this early morning...because the lunch she prepared for me???no la...I don't think so..so you no need too worry about that...because yesterday I have consume a lot of food..so..is not your fault.... I still wan go to meet her although my health not too well..


When I arrive there..I see a lot of my friends there...she also sat with some friends...when I met her...we go to another place sat..just both of us...but she quite shy...after that...we also continue our own studies....one of my friends also told me that she had saw the incident that I having lunch...I also felt shy because they have saw everything yesterday happened...I also saw many friends at there and I also take some greeting to with them....


On 3 pm...both of us felt hungry...then she ask me that where the place I am going to bring her to enjoy our lunch..I also do not have any suggestion...then she go to ask some friends...our friends said don't want to be our bulb..then just both of us go....This is the first time I fetch her with motorbike...first of all..we go around and finally return the same place..haix....then we plan to go another destination...on the way..she received the phone from my friends because she took the motorbike's key..so I turn around and return there to give them the key..haix...I had some disappointment....but never mind..because already have opportunity fetch her..after that..we all go togther to have our lunch....this time...she fectch one of my friends..and I drove myself....


We back to the library after finished eating....She continue taught me Add Maths..many of my friends also discovered the relationship between me and her...haha...to me....I don;t care the news seperated out..but I really don't know what is her feelings.....we back home about 6pm...


After that...I went back home and played badminton will my friends...after finished playing..I went back home took a bathe and eating..then go to rest and open laptop to on9....and now.....I want phone she d....haha.....

~ Swe3T ~

Yesterday (Saturday)...quite happy...the feeling so good to me...haha...

I woke up very early because I need to attend chemistry tuition from 9am - 12++pm...wow..the duration was too long for me...after tuition...I go to library met her because already have made appointment with her on 2 days ago...

The purpose I go there to meet her is to ask her teach me Additional Maths...I will sit this exam on this coming Tuesday...haix...I hate this subject because i totally don"t know what i had learn about in this two year even go to tuition every Wednesday....She's Additional Maths quite well....

Before that,she had promised to me that she will prepare lunch for me...after i heard it,I very happy and felt unbelievable because I don't think she will prepare meal for me because she shy....but when I still tuition,she sms me and asked must go to library meet her because she already prepare the lunch for me..after I saw thus message,I was very happy...^^

After I finished my tuition,I straight go to the library met her...when I arrived there,I saw she sit alone and then I go to find her..after that one of our friends also came to meet us for studying together...When I felt hungry..she go to take the mee that she cooked for me...we go to outside n I sat on my motorbike to enjoy my lunch she prepared for me...although not too delicious,but I still love it..this is my first time a girl who prepare lunch for me...I also finished it...

She told me...this is her first time cooking..and her hand also injured..after I heard it..I felt happy n touching...she never cook before...I also gave her some encouragement...and also promised to her that I will prepare meal for her one day...because I also know some cooking....

After that we entered the library when I was finish eating...she sit beside me to teach me Additional Maths...The feeling quite sweet and harmony..I like it...Besides..there also have some interesting incidents happened...included I saw my ex-gf dating with her bf at library there..my friends also captured some picture from them...haha... after that..We all felt hungry again..then go to outside eat again...I am very happy because I can pay all the money..haha,...she c"t reject me anymore...because I really want to invite her and one of my friends...this is my job because I love her...haha...later,we back to there again to continue study...finally..we went back at about 5.30pm...

At night,I also talked phone with her...our conservation quite long and sweet..we discussed many things and plan many things..she also called me make a "love contract"to her sign...The proposal is about our activities after the exam..I will things many activities for her included swimming..climbing hill..water activities such as boating..drive motorboat..picnic..traveling..jogging..bowling..playing badminton...eating...watch movie..shopping...hagging around..BBQ..and so on........she's really dramatics...she imitate the action from some drama she watched..haha..but the feeling quite good and sweet..........we talk quite long...after that...both of us go to sleep after finished our conservation because we hv dating on next day..hahahahahahaha..........Both of us very happy and felt sweet.............wow...I like the feeling............

Friday, November 14, 2008

Swe3T Dream~

Every night before I sleep..I will phone her...last night I also do the same things...Unlike with pass few days..last night we talked quite long about 2 hrs..pass few days cannot talk too long because have exam on next day...last night quite happy...we talked a lot of things..

The feeling was so sweet and some funny....we also talked about our future and many many again.......she also say won't play aeroplane on me again...not like last morning...she said wan teach me Maths in school...but finally she din do that because of shy..haix...She promised me this Saturday she will teach me Additional Maths in library..just both of us go there...wow....so happy....

Besides,she also said want to prepare meal for me...haha..after I heard it..I was very happy....But I really hope she can do it and not lie me again....

In addition,we also discuss about our trip..she also promised me will try to change her shy attitude and try to sit with me in bus...and also promised me will go to watch movie at night...really hope the day will come through.....She also worried about 1 things..that is..when I go for National Service...then how our relationship maintain and so on...one of the funny question she asked me is...when I go to study in a college and see a nice girl there..then will fall in love to her o no...but I promise to her..I won't do that...

In this coming 2 hrs...we were very hapy because really talked a lot of things...after that we all go for our sweet dream....^^

Thursday, November 13, 2008

My feElinG Recover Again !!!

This afternoon I really very missed her...I tried to sms her ...she replied me when she woke up just a while...

We chart a lot of things there..I also know the reason she Can't teach me in this morning...she said she felt shy when faced to me..because she scared others laugh on her...and she also said she will tried to change her shy attitude...I still can wait la....

Besides,I also knew some answers from her..very unexpected answers from her..haha..after i heard it..I very happy..........the answers from her were..........................................................................

FuLl of dIsapPoinTmenT~

Disappointed again!

She told me yesterday night she will teach me Mathematics on next morning before the exam start in school...after i heard it...I very happy..because she still wan teach me although there have many people in school....

My friend came to my house about 5am to study...he knew she wan teach me today in school on 7am..so we go to school about 6.40am...he's really a good friend...he drove his car fetch me..

When I reach my school..I took my book to do revision..when she arrived ..she also shy to face me..and she continued do revision with her friends..she called her friends took her note to me read it..haix..why she still scare to face me and shy to teach me where the situation is fulled with people...

When I heard her wanted to teach me in today..I really very happy and have determination to do well in my Maths..but...she still felt shy...then came to teach me...on that time..I really disappointed and want to give up that subject d...I have little of angry..but still cannot angry her...because I can understand her feeling and I really love her....My friends also knew me fulled of disappointment...haix...if she really shy..why she still wanted promise me that she wanted to teach me in this morning.....

My feeling very down..........

The LonGeR The Time FoR ExAm....ThE MoRe TiEd I FeLt...3rd DaY SPM Exam.........

Haix...yesterday i sat for 3 paper..English language paper1&2 and History paper2..very sleepy when exam...because start from 8am and end with 4.30pm...between just have few hours for me to rest only....the interesting I felt is about my English essay...there have 5 essay question in the paper..we just need to choose 1 essay to write..the title I choose is "MY future perfect wife"..HAha..all the things i wrote is about "her" characteristic included her physical characteristic...I realized that she's really is my future perfect wife...I also wrote on there"Hope I really can find my future perfect wife,I will give her happiness and support"...Hope she can be my perfect future wife...^^haha...Hope I can get a nice score in my essay.....


The History paper 2 started from 2 pm and its duration is 2hours 30 minutes...but after 30 minutes,many candidates came out from the class of exam..many people didn't interesting in History...so they came out quickly...the surrounding very hot and my sweat came out when having the History exam...so,when the exam was started..I quickly do the question and no blank it with wrote the answer whatever I think and base on my general knowledge...after 1 hour that means on 3 o'clock..I also came out from the class and then went back home...I call my friend when I leave from the class..then I sat her car back home...On the way..we felt that History actually quite easy...but we just lazy to read it...now regret also useless...because the History lessons already finished...cannot return back to read it...haix...


today..is my 3rd day sitting on SPM exam...I became very tied because already exam for 2 days continuously from morning to afternoon....Mathematics papers started today..I very hate this subject..because I not good in this subject...But i also tried very hard to study it...I also teach some friends this subject..I very sorry to them,because I really not good in this subject...


One of crazy things happened in today is one of my friend came to my house on 5am to study Mathematics..wow..so early...besides,his house also very far from my house....I really got a shock...we can learn from that about his attitude ya..haha...


When paper 1 started in this morning...I think i can do it..but paper 2.....haix.....I already try my best already...but....luckily the question that I can do is contaoned with high marks ...


After finished this subject..I can relax for 4 days d...because the next paper i will sit is on next tuesday...still left 6 days only....Gambateh~

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

1St Day SpM Exam~

Wow...this day coming so fast..today is my 1st day having SPM exam..so so so excited...BM paper quite important to us...luckily i can do it...haha....just left 8 days..I think will pass very fast..really hope can faster finish my exam...

Today I woke up very early...then go to school with my friend...On the way..we also have discuss a lot of things...I liked this feelings...I like the feeling all people can discuss each other and work hard together....I don't know whether my BM paper can get good result or not...hope can get good result la...but my Sejarah paper....don't know how to face it...lolx....

Besides..I also loved the feeling during exam...because the environment there not too bad n quite relax so my inspiration will come to me..haha...When sitting on my place there..I also didn't felt pressure..but the weather quite hot for me...Luckily today ddin't happened any bad things for me....

Haix..why she don't wan communicate with me before the exam start...??Is it she really busy for her study...???or she shy to let others see???I also don't want to to disturb her so much...But when went back to home..I try to phone her...then she got tell me somethings...we talked quite long....but during in the school...we talk not more than 1 mintutes in school.....................

Tomorrow I will exam BI paper n Sejarah paper 2 d....hope all the best la!!!