My Saturday 28th Aug

woke up 11am++ and then continue sleep again~
slept until 1pm++..
after that collected my room ..
removed all the things I don't want anymore..
move the PC table, PC and many many things yet..
My room became more space than previous time ago..
Rearranged all the furnitures inside my room..
change to new look..
it look more wider after that..
but will add 1 more closet and change new bed sheet after few days..


my room will become guest room after few week..
because there have 2 relatives from China will sleep in my room..
they come here for attending the wedding dinner here..
Addition, there still have many guest will stay here..
I believed that my home will become more crowded on that period...
some of them will stay at hotel also...


Spent few hours to settle down all the things in my room..
after that stayed at home watched badminton match..
Long time didn't watch the live show d..
this is because i have no chance to watch it in my hostel..
there have no Astro at there..haix....
quite enjoyed the badminton match..
Many children came here also..
they bring their laptop come here to online and some of them use my laptop to online..
they made the surrounding become warm...


After that, went to outside to have a dinner..
and then went back home again..
aunty and her husband came here..
discussed about the wedding with us..
the wedding function is around the corner..
tomorrow will go to Queensbay Mall to meet them and also the wedding planner also..
yeah..can go there shopping again..
this few Sunday always go to shopping..
went to Gurney Plaza and also Queensbay...


2nd World Badminton Championship semi final match started on 11pm again..
and I continuing to watched it..


but I think I can't watch until finish..
it will take about 4hours++ to finish all the matches..
I need to take rest early..
because need to wake up early~

Relax @ afternoon ...Drunk @ night~

26th Aug
Only attended 1 hour beverage class..
after that attended a talk about internship in Beijing..
hmm..the talk no bad la..
but I not so interesting on it..
I dislike training at restaurant..
I more prefer on hotel line or airline..


About 1 pm..
Went to Bon Appetit had my lunch with one of my best friend, Chirk Huat and his friend..We had long time didn't see each other and we chat a lot at there..
Friedrich and his friends served us.. hmmm..the service quite ok la...The food was nice and quite worth..only RM 15 with 2 appetizers, 1 main course, dessert and ice lemon tea..we went back after 1 hour..


After that I spent the rest of my time to take a nap and rest before went to celebrate Ivan birthday at Sri Sayang Apartment, Batu Ferringggi..The weather damn hot..made me felt uncomfortable..


we started our journey on 7.30pm..Before we went to the apartment, We went to buy some things such as wine, ice and some snacks..After that, went to check in..started had fun at there..some of them went to buy KFC and rice..after ate the cake, we started play card and the punishment is to drink the liqueur..


all of us drank a lot..and all become blur blur d..and few people straight drunk and sleep d...some people straight vomit on the floor..haha...a lot of funny funny things was created by us..We all so crazy at there..1st time drunk together with my friends...there have a lot a lot of nice memories there...


By the way, I really enjoyed it...enjoyed the moment so so much..like the feeling when drunk...after woke up, all the unhappy things will remove and become more relax..


Really hope still have opportunity go out drink together with my friends and drunk together~haha..

Nice Day For me..

hmmm..
2day not so bore for me..
quite satisfied it..
went to college 10.30am in the morning for the interview about my training..
wait about 1 hour++ just reached my turn..
luckily I can answer well from my lecturer..
they give a positive comments too..
said to me that I am a good student and hope I can do well in my future..
quite happy after heard from them...


after that still have 2 hours++ for me..
my class only start on 2pm..
haix...nothing to do..
and the weather damn hot..
luckily 1 friend accompany me that period..
my class finished on 6pm..


Went for a dinner with Phui Yong, Anna and her roommate..
after that left Phui Yong and me at there..
and we chat a lot of things there..
met some friends at there too..]
have a short conversation with him before went back..


Then, joined Phin, Jason and Calvin went to Sri Sayang apartment which located at Batu Ferringgi..
We went there to book a unit for our event tomorrow..
We will celebrate Ivan's Birthday tomorrow at there..
I believe there will have a lot of fun at there..


Before we went back, We went to Giant to buy some ingredients for our beverage class tomorrow..and then went back to my hostel..few minutes later, I went to KFC buy somethings..


today my activity quite full la..
had fun with my friends..


Hope tomorrow can have more and more fun!!!

应该学习会放手。

今天早上英文老师说了一番很有意思的话。。
她说，不要把爱看得好像很重要似的。。
这里的意思是指如果你被你的另一半抛弃了，
千万不要作出傻事，
因为还要很多人在等着我们啊。。
不只是只有一个人罢了。。
如果被拒绝了。。
不用紧。。
也没有你要对对方死缠烂打。。
世界上也没有少了你就没有其他选择了啊。。
没有你爱。。
还有其他人。。


所以， 在必要的时候。。
我们应该学习放手。。
不要过于执著。。
这样也会减轻痛苦。。
该来的。。
总会到来。。
该走时。。
勉强地去挽回也没意思了。。


昨天早上。。
我学院又发生了悲剧 。。
真是悲歌唱不完啊。。
有一位男学生。。
为了感情问题而结束了自己的生命。。


老实说，这个歪念头也曾在我脑海中飘过。。
可是刚才听了老师的一番话后。。
也听过朋友的意见， 说法后。。
这个歪念头似乎不敢再往我这里来。。


说真的。。
我们也不可以太过执著于爱情。。
失去了。。
没关系。。
再努力寻找。。
找到了。。
就要珍惜。。


珍惜眼前人。。
把握现在的时光。。

Bore+ Hot Weather = crazy

This morning until afternoon still ok..

not so boring..

had a great time with Philly, Siew Jie, Trae, Juju and Anna in Restaurant Bon Appetit..

We had our lunch there..

Today Menu is Japanese Cuisine..

hmm..the food not bad la..

Quite enjoy the time with them..

After that, Having Marketing Mid Term test..

hmm...

hope can get many marks la..haha..

About 4pm reach my room d..

the weather very hot.

make me get mad easily..

very hate this hot weather + nothing do here..

damn boring...

I hate it..

I hate bore and hot weather..

Luckily Vivian said she can accompany me go eat dinner..

we went to 'Tang Chao" to have our dinner..

the desserts at there damn nice...

after that, We went to Giant to shop awhile..

bought some snacks...

Spent my 2 hrs with her..

quite happy la..

luckily she accompanied me in this moment..

if not, 

I don't know what I am going to do ..

Thanks ar...I won;t fell panic and tension again..

quite relax...

wanna sleep early d..

tomorrow still have interview about the industry training..

wanna wake up early to prepare and then reach my coll before 10.30am..

Good Luck for me ya~

Busy~Tired ~Blue Monday~

Argghhh...its Monday again..
Hate monday..
because my class from 9am until 6pm..
only 1 hr break time..that's 1pm-2pm..
very tired and the lecturer damn bore...
sum-more have a mid term test today...
1st financial class..
OMG~
nobody listen his class also..
just a little number of student listen his lecturer...
many of us keep talked behind and some people doing the revision and prepare for the test in next class...
I busy doing my revision and busy keep chatting with my friends~
after that is Food Costing class d..
my test today quite ok la..haha..
discuss the answer with my friends~ 


break time..
I pass the invitation card to my uncle, who take care of me since i was an infant..
the place he work is just opposite my college only.
wait him about half hour there..
1st, we planed go to Little Cottage to have our lunch..
but since the time not enough..
then we changed the venue..
he quite busy..
he escaped from his meeting because wanna have a lunch with me..
the place he work is just opposite my college only..
After that having lunch with him..
we had our lunch at Alantic Club ( the spelling not correct exactly) which located beside his working area n opposite my college only..
the environment damn nice..
Its a restaurant, bristol, ktv..
but the things i was not satisfied is there have people smoke there..
have few conservation with him..
he told me a lot of things..
and also give me a lot of advices..
I knew he very care me..
but I still understand myself..
I still clear what I am doing right now..
and he decided that we should having lunch together every Monday..
so we can keep closing our relationship..
I also promised him that I will eat lunch with him every Monday..
had a great lunch with him..




after that, back to class..
marketing class..
argghh..
another bore class..
tomorrow have mid term exam on this test..
haix..
must study well la..


beverage class..
quite ok la..
but a bit bore also..haha..


after that go back d..

Mid TerM ExaM LateR~

Arghh...really don't like exam or test ar...
Hate them at all..
but still need to face it..
do some revision yesterday night..
woke up very early in this morning..
drank a cup of coffee to make me energize..
started to do revision..
but still have some part do not very understand well..
later will go to ask my friends~
hope I can answer the question later..
good luck to all my classmate and also me as well..
tomorrow and this coming Thursday still have mid term exam..
must prepare well~
going to 8am d..
wanna go to prepare everything and go to college d..
bye~

Singapore=Awesome!! LOVE IT~

19th Aug


Woke up on 630am.just spent about 3 hrs to sleep...
damn tired..after prepared all the things..
ready went to airport..had a breakfast there before check in..
after check in..still need to wait the flight buy not wait more then 1hr..
went to walked around there while waiting the the AK 5801..
walked to the AK 5801 when the gate was opened..
quite excited and happy..
enjoyed the moment sitting on a plane..
arrived Singapore after 1 hr 10 minute..
went to our main destination..
went to visit aunty and her baby..
the baby is very cute ..
just born 12 days ago..


having a simple but nice lunch at there..
the lunch cooked by their Sri Langka's maid..
the taste was awesome..
after that, they took us walk around..
went to NUS( National University Singapore)..
the university is huge and luxurious..
Besides, my uncle and me sit bus from there to go Vivo City shopping, the most biggest shopping mall in Singapore.
The mall just beside the Sentosa Island..
OMG..the mall is super huge and nice..a lot of things at there...
haix..but we just went there for about 2hrs..
really not enough for me ar...
but next time still will come again..cause the purpose we went there yesterday is not for fun and relax..haha..
We went back by taxi..


After that, we having a super nice dinner at NUSS..the Chinese cuisine totally delicious and awesome!!!but expensive..
quite enjoy the that moment..


after that finished our dinner, 
sitting the Merc S300 went to Changi Airport d..
the car..OMG...hard to describe...thumbs up!!!!
our flight is 2240..
The Airport much much better than Penang International Airport..
A lot of outlets at there too...
after check in and wait for our AK 5807, we wait in an area..
Quite happy because can online at there..haha..
love the service a lot..


about 2345 arrived Penang International Airport d..
very very happy but super tired...


Next month still will go there..
Waiting waiting and waiting the days coming~

Skip Class~ Go Singapore!!

I will not attend the beverage class later on 11pm..
I will go to Singapore later..
my flight is 9;40am..
I need to wake up on 6am to prepare..
Now already 3am d..
still pack my back..
do my stuff..
facebook...
nw still hv about 2hrs ++ for me to sleep..haha...
wanna go to sleep d..
my things almost be prepared well d..
Hope I enjoy my short trip there..

Baby Baby~

今天买了很多宝宝的衣服哦。。
很可爱。。
哈哈。。
在婴儿服装店时， 看到那些宝宝的东西。。
很可爱哦。。
也看到很多可爱的宝宝。。
突然有一种想要有宝宝的感觉。。
哈哈。。


一个宝宝的诞生。。
真的能带来好运吗？
郝云是不知道啦。。
可是我知道会给身边的人带来快乐。。
虽然整天都为宝宝忙东忙西的。。
可是这也值得。。
大家都被他的诞生而开心得从昏了头。。


隔壁邻居也和我们有点亲戚关系的。。
就有一对夫妇结婚十多年了。。
没有宝宝。。
今年终于怀孕了。。
听到了真开心。。 
最开心的也是他的家婆了。。
庆幸的是。。应该是龙凤胎或是双胞胎啦。。
周围的人都怀孕诞下宝宝了。。
很开心哦。。


有多了很多小孩子跟我玩了。。
不懂为什么。。
很有小孩子的缘。。
很多小孩子都喜欢来找我玩。。
要我为他们弄东西吃。。
也很喜欢到我房间来闹。。


期待我自己的宝宝出现。。哈哈。。
都不知道有没有这个机会。。

寂寞了。。

每次我们都碰不上对的时机。。
你没空的时候。。
我就得空得很。。
可是当我没空时。。
你却很闲。。


你对我说。。
我们现在已经处在感情的第四阶段了。。
也就是过了热恋期。。
说真的。。
我不想。。
我不想那么快就度过的那个阶段。。
现在的我们。。
好像没什么好好沟通了。。
我们讲话的时间比我们与朋友之间的沟通还少吧。。


可是我们之间还是深爱着对方。。
我明白。。
也不是在怀疑你对我的爱。。
可是缺乏沟通。。
能够保证能维持到最后吗？？
如果我们把对方的爱收在心理而没有行动。。
那还是爱情吗？？
或许是吧。。


到爱情是什么啊？？
我要的又是什么？？


我们的话题逐渐变少了。。
你不会主动告诉我你的事情了。。
你也不会问我东西了。。
就算我跟你说一件事。。
你只会很简单得给我答复罢了。。
不像以前的你。。
其实我有很多很多东西要告诉你。。
与你分享。。
可是我总是没有在对的时机把东西告诉你。。
我也不敢问你很多东西了。。
怕你说我罗索，不相信你等等。。


每次都是匆匆忙忙地告诉你。。
因为你很忙碌。。
还有很多东西漏掉了。。
不能第一时间告诉你。。
失望是肯定的。。
觉得自己很没用。。
因为连一个可以分享。。倾诉的人都没有。。
好悲哀。。


希望你忙碌的时候会稍微想起在这里的我。。
希望我不会等太久。。
这里的我只要有在你身边。。
就能够陪伴你。。
我真得很寂寞哦。。
想找个人来陪陪。。
真的真的好像让人保护。。
想躲在怀里。。
然后就这么静静的。。
不想再去想任何东西了。。


有些朋友一直无以为我的生活多姿多彩。。
其实没什么罢了。。
但是也很庆幸认识到一般好友。。
他们出门的时候也会叫我一起。。
谢谢你们。。
很爱你们。。
对不起如果有的罪的地方。。


希望你们还会记得我。。
哈哈。。

最幸福的事。。

最幸福的事。。
对我来说。。
应该是能够舒舒服服的睡一个好觉吧。。
最好是能够一觉到天亮那种。。


在舒舒服服的冷气房里。。
真的很幸福。。
加上盖上那温暖的被单。。
棒极了。。


喜欢睡在那暗暗的房里。。
没有光线的干扰。。
还有。。
抱着软软的你。。
就已足够能哄我入睡。。
无可否认。。。
能够抱着你睡。。
真的感到很幸福。。
就这么抱着你。。
就能够让我一觉到天亮。。


很希望每晚都能这样抱着你。。
闻一闻你。。
慢慢的睡着了。。


你。。
就是。。
我的枕头。。

出轨。。第三者。。

连戏剧也一直播放关于情人出轨，第三者出现的剧情。。
其实这根现实的生活中也差不多罢了。。
一直听到朋友说他的另一半出轨了。。
还是有第三者的介入。。


但是。。
是什么原因导致第三者的出现呢？
第三者有没有错？
其实有时候还会有点同情他们这些第三者。。
他们也是人啊。。
错的事可能他们在时间上慢了一拍吧。。
也爱错了人。。


为什么你的情人会出轨呢？
他或许有错。。
但也不能完全百分百是他的错啊。。
你也要服一点责任。。
如果你管好你的另一半。。
那么他还会到外头去寻找另一个吗？
如果你平时很珍惜他。。
那么他还需外得到外来的保护吗？？
可是， 有些好玩的人就不必说啦。。
有些人就是那么的犯溅。。
我在这里指的事忠心的人。。
那些平时忠心耿耿的人为什么也会出轨哦。。
他们一定不想那些花花公子般。。
可能是被他们的另一半冷落了。。
很需要依靠。。照顾。。
所以当遇到所谓的第三者出现时。。
自然会出轨了。。
这对吗？？
我也不知道。。
感情的事情不是一加一那么简单吧。。


但是。。
我们也可以避免这些种种的问题发生。。
情人之间不可以冷落彼此。。
即使再忙碌， 也是要用最简单的方式来联系吧。。
现在科技发达。。
很多保持联系的工具都在我们身旁。。
最好不可以把对方的事情当成一种习惯。。。
因为久而久之这些所谓的习惯就会被忽略掉了。。
之前所谓的热恋也没有了。。
那些情趣也没了。。


当然。。
要维持一段感情。。
第三这是不应该介入啦。。


希望那些第三者也会找到自己的幸福。。
希望每个人都会开开心心。。
过这幸福美满的生活。。


那么就天下太平了。。
没有为爱情纠纷的事情了。。

赛翁失马，焉知非福。。

赛翁失马，焉知非福
这句话是不是适合在这篇文章？？
希望我用对啦。。哈哈。。
我在这里是指错过了一段情未必是件坏事。。
因为接下来会遇到更好的。。


故事就在很久很久以前。。
那时候我们之间都对彼此有感觉吧。。
只是我没承认和不敢去承认罢了。。
也当作你在开玩笑罢了。。
就一直这么与拖拖拉拉下去。。
之间你也曾问过我。。
我就一直否认。。
之后你也相信我所谓的答案了。。哈哈。。


直到那天你在msn上跟我讲。。
你看上了那个人。。
巧的是。。
那个人是我的朋友来。。
你也问我关于我朋友的东西。。
我也没把朋友的坏事说出来吧。。
如果对于某些人。。
肯定会加盐加醋啦。。
可是那时候的心情很复杂一下。。
不知如何是好。。
也只好接受啦。。
只能怪自己不争气，不敢去承认罢了。。


那天我们约在old town 那里。。
你跟我讲很多东西。。
可是很多都是关于我朋友的。。
我也不懂该怎样。。
也不想去介入。。
你知道我有不爽感觉。。
也说对不起。。
没关系了啦。。哈哈。。


赛翁失马，焉知非福。。
之后认识到新的一位。。
在一起很开心。。
也没去想之前的事情了。。
过去的事就让它过去吧。。
把它当做我成长过程中的肥料吧。。
很珍惜现在的生活。。


不久，你个我说与我朋友分了。。
这是我的错吗？？
我是否在开始的时应该告诉你那朋友的性格等等。。
哈哈。。
我也不知道。。


我知道你是很好的人。。
之前也带我去很多地方。。
见你的亲戚，朋友。。
开心的是。。
多了几位新朋友。。
可是在你朋友面前比在亲戚面前好点吧。。
我还能和他们说话。。
只是有点被动啦。。
害她们问我是不是刚吃完冰回来。。
就是很酷的意思。。哈哈。。
开心的事。。
她们对你说。。你这次带来的朋友比上次带来的好很多了。。
哈哈。。你也对我打眼色。。
我也静静在那里。。
哈哈。。真不像平常的我。。
说真的。
有点不自在啦。。
到你亲戚饭店那里时。。
我更不自在。。
你在她们面前讲起她们以前的傻事让我笑。。
她们也把你的丑事说出来。。
哈哈。。
我就在那边一直笑罢了。。
可是我真的很难就一下子与他们打成一片。。哈哈。。
她们是不是也会把我看。。
她们一定以为我是你的新男友。。
可是你却没跟她们解释。。
你时不时都会跟我打眼色。。
你怕我在那里累垮了。。
其实不会累啦。。
只是对那些环境还有点陌生。。
其实我不是很文静的啦。。
也不是一个很乖的男孩罢了。。
哈哈。。


还好也没跟你在一起吧。。
哈哈。。
跟你在一起也显示到我好像小孩子一般。。
尤其是跟一大班人出去的时候。。
只是你我俩人在一起的时候。。
才没有那种感觉。。
不要再对我太好了。。
不想去接受了。


生气的事。。竟然害了你被我朋友搞成这样。。
想要的。。是当好朋友吧。。
你也知道我有新的生活了。。
也尊重我。。对我的只是好朋友的感觉罢了。。
我呢。。很珍惜现在的生活。。想着Dxxx..想继续做那个人的Dxx..
哈哈。。

被爱？还是爱人？

每个人都一定希望自己会找到喜欢的人和爱你的人。。
那如果我说只可以在这两者之间选择其中一个。。
那你会选哪一个呢？


被爱应该会很幸福吧？？
可以享受他人的呵护与保护。。
可是如果那个是你不喜欢的人呢？？
那能不能去接受那被爱的感觉哦？？


爱一个你爱的人是怎样的？？
应该是不会去计较会付出多少吧。。
也不会去在意会得到什么回报。。
但是如果你爱的人不爱你呢？？
那要怎样下去爱哦?? 


有时候，当你付出你对那对象付出你的爱意与关怀时。。
时候回去想到底那个人会喜欢你的那个方式吗？？
到底能够接受多少等等。。
爱。。
是无限量的付出的。。
每个点点滴滴都是发自内心有感而发的。。
可是，你会想过你想歇歇脚步停下来吗？？
你会像去享受那被爱的感觉吗？？
现在，
或许我会暂时停下脚步。。
来享受那被爱的感觉吧。。
被动一点多过主动吧。。
突然有一种想被呵护的感觉。。


要找到你爱的人不难。。
但要找到爱你与你同时你爱的人特别难。。
珍惜眼前人。。
珍惜你说得到的是最重要吧。。

Busy Weeks~

Went to bed very late recently..

a lot of things need to complete..

training's documents,presentation, assignment..

these 3 things made me dizzy this few days...

This Monday until Wednesday totally crazy with these things..

need to complete and summit it ..

luckily now all the work consider finish d..

quite relax la..

this morning quite relax..

listening Hitz Fm..

enjoy all the nice song and online..

Complete some of the homework too..

but still have a lot of works waiting for me..

must work very very hard..

still have many assignment need to complete..

and then still need borrow the note from my friends..

want start study hard d..

冲喜！！冲喜！！

最近没什么心情。。
每天好像过着压力的生活。。
尤其是那些令人烦恼的功课。。
咳。。
还有那许许多多的事情。。
加加起来无形中变成了我生活中所谓的压力。。


还好最近家里有几桩喜事。。
这让我减轻了很多压力。。
听到那高兴的事时， 心情格外开心。。
几天前。。
多了一个表妹。。
很开心。。


接下来一个月。。
家里也会办喜事了。。
一常盛大的婚礼。。
哈哈。。
到时候有可忙了。。
哈哈。。


九月中会在槟城办两场。。
接着九月尾还有一场在新加坡举办。。


现在都开始忙了。。
忙着派喜帖。。
筹备深什么的。。


我本身呢。。
就忙着要准备什么礼服呢。。有点头痛。。
到时还要忙着接待客人等。。


时间过得真快。。
记得当时才十二月罢了。。
现在还有一个月就要到了。。
很快。。很快。。
真得很期待那个时候情景。。
超期待的。。


最期待的事新加坡之旅。。
很期待那一桌两千多块的宴会。。
很想快快踏到那片土地。。


现在只能每天祈祷。。
期待那天的到来。。
希望一切会进行得顺顺利利。。


希望那段时刻会停留久一点。。
最好是用永远远停留着。。
那就可以每天开开心心了。。
哈哈。。


在做梦吧。。
还是赶快回到现实吧。。
哈哈。。

Distance~

Sometime..

a short separate also is good for a pair of couple..

they will more miss each others..

and more appreciate the time when they meet together..

but make sure the relationship don't become bad..

if they always meet each others..

sometime many happen will occur also..

argue..bore...

some couple don't like always to stick together..

they will to have a own space..

this is not mean they don;t care their partner..

So, I must understand it..

I believe I will be a good lover after that~

Thx..

DiNnEr AGaiN~A bit BorE But SupeR FulL!!!

just back from dinner awhile...


after woke up..straight go to bath and took lunch d.
because wanna go to send the wedding invitation card..
just sent about 7 invitation card, but already spent whole day d..


5.30pm, went to New World Park take some food..
after that went to APT saloon to wash and set our hair..


7.00pm++ went to an association function..
Damn bore at there..because many people at there I don;t know..
and of course I wont go to chat with them..
all the politicians there..Dato-Dato, Datin-Datin
many uncle-uncle..aunty-aunty...
The Penang Chief Minister-LIM GUAN ENG at there too.. 


I just prepare my mouth to eat then enough d..
haha..
the catering damn nice ..
ate a lot of food..
but felt a little bit bore..
because last night just had a dinner only..
the catering 70% familiar to yesterday's dinner..
haix..
chinse cuise is like that la..
haha..
the function quite late just finish wor..
about 11pm the function just end..


Many guest leave d..
but I still at there..
do what o??
do stupid things at there..
haix...


Really very scare to attend the association function ar...
haha..
but the happy thing is can have a great dinner at there..
haha..