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Finally..our spm exam finished..so so so happy...our friends and me plan to relax...so..we go to shopping...there have 3 couples..I also how to describe that feeling... We go to Queensbay Mall by car..first..we go to cinema for booking tickets then go to a restaurant to have our lunch...after that we go to the cinema watch 007..the movie quite interesting...I sit with her in the cinema..After finished watching..we walk around the mall... After that,we go to another shopping mall to play bowling...we were very happy when bowling...an hour later..we go to shop around...and finally 1 couple among the 3 go back very early..then still left 2 couples prefer go to have our dinner... We go back our home after finished our dinner....although today have somethings not too happy..but the overall for me..I like it...hope still have this type of opportunity hangging out with friends...
2 days ago(28 Nov,Thurs) is my last day for my SPM exam..Tat mean is my last day for my school life and also last day wear my uniform...that day also is my last time can join together with my classmate...haix...this time really no opportunity back to my school life d...the time pass so fast...already 5 years I studied at SHHS.... That day is my EST exam...started at 11.30pm..But I went out quite early to meet my friends to eat breakfast..but I give her disappointed because she said wan cook breakfast to me..but I didn't eat because I already ate with my friends d... After finished our breakfast..I went to my friend's shop...when near 11.30pm..we went to our school to do final exam...after finished 1st paper..there still have about 1 hour++ let us reat then about 2 pm start another paper...So, I use this interval interact with her...we go some place by walking...the feeling quite good but little bit hot..because the weather quite warm...after tat..we back to school again...she took the porridge to me..because she already prepared in this morning...then we had our lunch together in school canteen...although there had several friends saw it..but we still didn't care and also shy...haha... After finished our lunch..we continue our last paper again...After 1 hour and 15 minutes..that meant all the exam finished already...wow..so happy....But the feeling quite sad..because tat day is last chance can saw many of my friends....we also have our conservation between friends before we went back home...but i really very very missed my school life.....@@
YeaH~tomorrow is my last day for SPM exam....haha..so happy.... After that..i can do many things d... But...I also sad..because is my last day in school....tomorrow is my last day wear school uniform...and is my last day meet my classmate and so on.... haix...wish all of us good luck..stay healthy..keep in touch la....bye... -so miss my school life-
Wow..I faced big trouble in this 3 days continuously.. the exam question very tough...On Monday...I had Biology exam...I not very sure the answer I wrote because many of the question I don't know how to do..yesterday also the same...The subject is Physics..The problem I faced same as on Monday...But This is my fault.. But in today..I have a big trouble on my Mandarin paper..The paper really not logic!!!too tough!!!how to do it???!!!!I really not aspect the paper will very difficult...I hope I can get A in this subject..but when I do it...I felt my "A" fly away...because the answers given us to choose is too close..so I don't know how to choose the best answer...haix....Luckily the essay I can do.... This subject not easy get "A"..because some people not take it ma..so we ma cham lo..the gred put higher lo~haix...This country is like this....
Haix...I thought she won't she again...because pass few days she already not looked shy when in front of friends...but..few ago..when my friends discovered the message she sent to me..she shy again...because most of the friends knew the content she sent to me... So..this few days when I go to find her..she run again....haix...what should I do??? But yesterday night she have said she will change her attitude again...but today..still remained the same...but I not angry with her..just have some disappointment and few unhappy... I received her message at home..she said when she saw me not happy..she also felt not happy...she promised me..she will try her best to avoid her shy when in front of friends..she also promised me..she will go with me to have lunch on recess time after paper 1 exam end.. I really hope tomorrow she won't shy again...if not..I really can"t patient anymore....hehe...tomorrow also is the last day we can meet in school because tomorrow is our final SPM paper...so we don't have this opportunity to study same school again....
Everyone who know me I think they know i love badminton very much....it's really..I am a person who like badminton very very much..I will always follow the tournaments....besides,I also go to follow the badminton's news often..even the website of the World Badminton Organization and Badminton Association of Malaysia I also know that..I very interesting about their latest ranking and so on... Beside..I also very care of my love...badminton and my love also is my favorite... so..I must do a decision... Badminton vs love... Which will come first???? erm... badminton? Love?? the answer is..... LOVE la.... haha.... (crazy...zzz....)^^
Haha...I am a easy get angry people before... But..this few weeks seldom get angry..have u notice that??haha...I also don't know...may be now is the time SPM and finished our study...so no more angry...now..also do not have any opportunity study in class anymore...haix..so miss my class although some time quite dislike our class... Besides..I also faced many happiness in this few weeks..so not easy angry lo...besides...felt happy and sweet everyday,,hope I can everyday stay like this...I will appreciate this type of my life...
Yesterday..we met in library..she told me she will cook porridge for me...finally..she did it...haha..so happy...she told me..she spent half an hour to cook it..wow...when I heard it..I very happy and felt touching... About 12++pm...we go out and enjoyed our lunch...we choose a place which less people across there and quite...so..I suggested to a a leisure park near the library...although there had few drop of rain...It also can't stop our planning...she also didn't drive her motorbike her own..she sat my motorbike..wow..so happy...this is my second time fetch her...When reached there...we quite shy..because there have few people across there...finally..we also din care too much...and start enjoyed the lunch prepared by her...she decorated the lunch very attractive...haha... We also start our lunch together...this is our first time go there and do such things...we also have our conservation when eating..the view quite comfortable and romance...after finished it...I also helped her to clean her mouth..this is also the 1st time I help a girl to clean her mouth..haha...so happy... After that..she said don't want to back library yet..and want go around..so..we go to kampung area..we go to paddy farm..on the way..we also see some cows there..then when we reach the paddy farm..we also stop it and stay at there a while...the area very large and felt comfortable and relax...we quite happy....haha... After that..we returned to the library to meet our friends and continued our revision...^^ At night..we also talked phone and said many things..we also suggested will go again such activities after finish SPM exam...so sweet....^_^
Last time..she prepare noodles to me...two days ago..I also prepared breakfast to her..but she haven taste it..because the breakfast ate by a cat in my school...so funny...yesterday morning...i prepare toasted bread to her before I go to school sitting for my exam... When I arrived my school..there were many people there..she felt shy and called me don't want take to her...but finally..I success take to her..haha... She also consumed it...at night when I phoned her..she said she was very happy...haha...and hoped next time I can prepare to her again....but..just left four days we can together in school life only...because still have four days exam only...after exam..all people will go to another environment continue their studies or work d.... She also said want to prepare meal to me today..we will meet in library..we want to do revision there...before we ended our conservation...she say "xxx"to me...haha..after i listened it...very happy....hahahahahahhahahahahahahaha..............^^
Haix..Yesterday is my 4th day SPM exam..the duration too long for me..Add Maths paper 1 start from 8am and Pm paper ended on 5pm...wow...incredible...luckily the two Add Maths paper I go out the class early..if not..really no time do others revision and become crazy...zzz..... When I went back home,the time is about 5.30pm...then my friends also said want to play badminton..I also go there played with them..My eyes also felt uncomfortable because I wore my contact lens about 15 hrs a day....only 5 ppl play only...two of the five I didn't talk with them since 1 and a half year ago..but yesterday still can play together...@@@@@@ About 8 pm..we ended our playing...on the ways I back my home..I across 1 of my friends house..then she also called me..and she also talked with me around 1 hour...We talk a lot of things...she also told me must appreciate what I have now... About 10.15pm.I called her....I phone her every night about this time..When she answered my call..she told me that she was reading my blog that i printed to her last time...I get a shock...Why she still want to read my blog... she also discuss our future...."children"???"when I heard she said this word..I also don't know how to said it...We really can stay forever??and have our own family and children????haha.....I also promised her that I want to prepare mean for her one day...she also said she wan go to learn cooking from her family then can cook for me in the future d..haha...so happy...She also said she will not regret together with me....She also said me she is a good boy...because today I prepare breakfast to her(toasted bread),but the breakfast she never try it..because ate by a cat in my school yesterday morning...Lolx.....she unbelieved that I can prepare mean for her..but when she see it..she said she was very touching...but finally..the meal..........haix..never mind..have many chances aI prepare for her again..... we talked many things and the duration about 1 hrs... After closed the phone..I also automatically slept may be too tired in this whole day... Every time heard her sound..I felt so harmony and sweet...I like to hear her sound especially the time she called me wake up.. she's really a good girl..she also called me don't want to waste so many money to phone her..."WKH"...I really xxx u....I must appreciate what I have now........ Now,I want to continue my studied d...although today rest and do not have any exam..but tomorrow Chemistry paper start d...Must hardworking!!!!!add oil!!!!!!!!!
After 4 days relaxing....I want to continue prepare my SPM exam again...This 4 days didn't have any exam around me...I was very happy in this 4 days...a lot have happy things happened to me...the feeling very sweet to me and her...
This few days cannot sweet anymore...Add Maths and Moral papers starts tomorrow....haix...Add Maths????Very tough for me to get good result even pass.....
I have exam 2 days in this week only...Gambateh!!!hope both of us can do well in exam...just left another 2 weeks...later..we can do whatever we wan to do....
Now...I want start prepare my exam d...bye....want to memories the 36 definition of"nilai-nilai murni"..and some important things...i also wan study my Add Maths although after I study also don't know what it said about..lolx....
Today..I still have an appointment with her again...We also met in the library again...I felt stomachache from midnight to this early morning...because the lunch she prepared for me???no la...I don't think so..so you no need too worry about that...because yesterday I have consume a lot of food..so..is not your fault.... I still wan go to meet her although my health not too well..
When I arrive there..I see a lot of my friends there...she also sat with some friends...when I met her...we go to another place sat..just both of us...but she quite shy...after that...we also continue our own studies....one of my friends also told me that she had saw the incident that I having lunch...I also felt shy because they have saw everything yesterday happened...I also saw many friends at there and I also take some greeting to with them....
On 3 pm...both of us felt hungry...then she ask me that where the place I am going to bring her to enjoy our lunch..I also do not have any suggestion...then she go to ask some friends...our friends said don't want to be our bulb..then just both of us go....This is the first time I fetch her with motorbike...first of all..we go around and finally return the same place..haix....then we plan to go another destination...on the way..she received the phone from my friends because she took the motorbike's key..so I turn around and return there to give them the key..haix...I had some disappointment....but never mind..because already have opportunity fetch her..after that..we all go togther to have our lunch....this time...she fectch one of my friends..and I drove myself....
We back to the library after finished eating....She continue taught me Add Maths..many of my friends also discovered the relationship between me and her...haha...to me....I don;t care the news seperated out..but I really don't know what is her feelings.....we back home about 6pm...
After that...I went back home and played badminton will my friends...after finished playing..I went back home took a bathe and eating..then go to rest and open laptop to on9....and now.....I want phone she d....haha.....
Yesterday (Saturday)...quite happy...the feeling so good to me...haha... I woke up very early because I need to attend chemistry tuition from 9am - 12++pm...wow..the duration was too long for me...after tuition...I go to library met her because already have made appointment with her on 2 days ago... The purpose I go there to meet her is to ask her teach me Additional Maths...I will sit this exam on this coming Tuesday...haix...I hate this subject because i totally don"t know what i had learn about in this two year even go to tuition every Wednesday....She's Additional Maths quite well.... Before that,she had promised to me that she will prepare lunch for me...after i heard it,I very happy and felt unbelievable because I don't think she will prepare meal for me because she shy....but when I still tuition,she sms me and asked must go to library meet her because she already prepare the lunch for me..after I saw thus message,I was very happy...^^ After I finished my tuition,I straight go to the library met her...when I arrived there,I saw she sit alone and then I go to find her..after that one of our friends also came to meet us for studying together...When I felt hungry..she go to take the mee that she cooked for me...we go to outside n I sat on my motorbike to enjoy my lunch she prepared for me...although not too delicious,but I still love it..this is my first time a girl who prepare lunch for me...I also finished it... She told me...this is her first time cooking..and her hand also injured..after I heard it..I felt happy n touching...she never cook before...I also gave her some encouragement...and also promised to her that I will prepare meal for her one day...because I also know some cooking.... After that we entered the library when I was finish eating...she sit beside me to teach me Additional Maths...The feeling quite sweet and harmony..I like it...Besides..there also have some interesting incidents happened...included I saw my ex-gf dating with her bf at library there..my friends also captured some picture from them...haha... after that..We all felt hungry again..then go to outside eat again...I am very happy because I can pay all the money..haha,...she c"t reject me anymore...because I really want to invite her and one of my friends...this is my job because I love her...haha...later,we back to there again to continue study...finally..we went back at about 5.30pm... At night,I also talked phone with her...our conservation quite long and sweet..we discussed many things and plan many things..she also called me make a "love contract"to her sign...The proposal is about our activities after the exam..I will things many activities for her included swimming..climbing hill..water activities such as boating..drive motorboat..picnic..traveling..jogging..bowling..playing badminton...eating...watch movie..shopping...hagging around..BBQ..and so on........she's really dramatics...she imitate the action from some drama she watched..haha..but the feeling quite good and sweet..........we talk quite long...after that...both of us go to sleep after finished our conservation because we hv dating on next day..hahahahahahaha..........Both of us very happy and felt sweet.............wow...I like the feeling............
Every night before I sleep..I will phone her...last night I also do the same things...Unlike with pass few days..last night we talked quite long about 2 hrs..pass few days cannot talk too long because have exam on next day...last night quite happy...we talked a lot of things.. The feeling was so sweet and some funny....we also talked about our future and many many again.......she also say won't play aeroplane on me again...not like last morning...she said wan teach me Maths in school...but finally she din do that because of shy..haix...She promised me this Saturday she will teach me Additional Maths in library..just both of us go there...wow....so happy.... Besides,she also said want to prepare meal for me...haha..after I heard it..I was very happy....But I really hope she can do it and not lie me again.... In addition,we also discuss about our trip..she also promised me will try to change her shy attitude and try to sit with me in bus...and also promised me will go to watch movie at night...really hope the day will come through.....She also worried about 1 things..that is..when I go for National Service...then how our relationship maintain and so on...one of the funny question she asked me is...when I go to study in a college and see a nice girl there..then will fall in love to her o no...but I promise to her..I won't do that... In this coming 2 hrs...we were very hapy because really talked a lot of things...after that we all go for our sweet dream....^^
This afternoon I really very missed her...I tried to sms her ...she replied me when she woke up just a while... We chart a lot of things there..I also know the reason she Can't teach me in this morning...she said she felt shy when faced to me..because she scared others laugh on her...and she also said she will tried to change her shy attitude...I still can wait la.... Besides,I also knew some answers from her..very unexpected answers from her..haha..after i heard it..I very happy..........the answers from her were..........................................................................
Disappointed again! She told me yesterday night she will teach me Mathematics on next morning before the exam start in school...after i heard it...I very happy..because she still wan teach me although there have many people in school.... My friend came to my house about 5am to study...he knew she wan teach me today in school on 7am..so we go to school about 6.40am...he's really a good friend...he drove his car fetch me.. When I reach my school..I took my book to do revision..when she arrived ..she also shy to face me..and she continued do revision with her friends..she called her friends took her note to me read it..haix..why she still scare to face me and shy to teach me where the situation is fulled with people... When I heard her wanted to teach me in today..I really very happy and have determination to do well in my Maths..but...she still felt shy...then came to teach me...on that time..I really disappointed and want to give up that subject d...I have little of angry..but still cannot angry her...because I can understand her feeling and I really love her....My friends also knew me fulled of disappointment...haix...if she really shy..why she still wanted promise me that she wanted to teach me in this morning..... My feeling very down..........
Haix...yesterday i sat for 3 paper..English language paper1&2 and History paper2..very sleepy when exam...because start from 8am and end with 4.30pm...between just have few hours for me to rest only....the interesting I felt is about my English essay...there have 5 essay question in the paper..we just need to choose 1 essay to write..the title I choose is "MY future perfect wife"..HAha..all the things i wrote is about "her" characteristic included her physical characteristic...I realized that she's really is my future perfect wife...I also wrote on there"Hope I really can find my future perfect wife,I will give her happiness and support"...Hope she can be my perfect future wife...^^haha...Hope I can get a nice score in my essay.....
The History paper 2 started from 2 pm and its duration is 2hours 30 minutes...but after 30 minutes,many candidates came out from the class of exam..many people didn't interesting in History...so they came out quickly...the surrounding very hot and my sweat came out when having the History exam...so,when the exam was started..I quickly do the question and no blank it with wrote the answer whatever I think and base on my general knowledge...after 1 hour that means on 3 o'clock..I also came out from the class and then went back home...I call my friend when I leave from the class..then I sat her car back home...On the way..we felt that History actually quite easy...but we just lazy to read it...now regret also useless...because the History lessons already finished...cannot return back to read it...haix...
today..is my 3rd day sitting on SPM exam...I became very tied because already exam for 2 days continuously from morning to afternoon....Mathematics papers started today..I very hate this subject..because I not good in this subject...But i also tried very hard to study it...I also teach some friends this subject..I very sorry to them,because I really not good in this subject...
One of crazy things happened in today is one of my friend came to my house on 5am to study Mathematics..wow..so early...besides,his house also very far from my house....I really got a shock...we can learn from that about his attitude ya..haha...
When paper 1 started in this morning...I think i can do it..but paper 2.....haix.....I already try my best already...but....luckily the question that I can do is contaoned with high marks ...
After finished this subject..I can relax for 4 days d...because the next paper i will sit is on next tuesday...still left 6 days only....Gambateh~
Wow...this day coming so fast..today is my 1st day having SPM exam..so so so excited...BM paper quite important to us...luckily i can do it...haha....just left 8 days..I think will pass very fast..really hope can faster finish my exam... Today I woke up very early...then go to school with my friend...On the way..we also have discuss a lot of things...I liked this feelings...I like the feeling all people can discuss each other and work hard together....I don't know whether my BM paper can get good result or not...hope can get good result la...but my Sejarah paper....don't know how to face it...lolx.... Besides..I also loved the feeling during exam...because the environment there not too bad n quite relax so my inspiration will come to me..haha...When sitting on my place there..I also didn't felt pressure..but the weather quite hot for me...Luckily today ddin't happened any bad things for me.... Haix..why she don't wan communicate with me before the exam start...??Is it she really busy for her study...???or she shy to let others see???I also don't want to to disturb her so much...But when went back to home..I try to phone her...then she got tell me somethings...we talked quite long....but during in the school...we talk not more than 1 mintutes in school.....................
Tomorrow I will exam BI paper n Sejarah paper 2 d....hope all the best la!!!
I am quite happy...this is because the relationship between me and her quite good and stable..We talk phone every night this few days..I like it..especially last night...we talk quite long talk many things and laugh...she quite cute..I like to hear her sound...I also like her movement especially she run(just like a penguin) ...haha..after i told her about this..she also laugh... But I don't know whether we can stay long time or not...I don't what is her final decision...But I can get my answer that I want it through the talk every night...Now I also don't want to disturb her too much..Because the exam will start this few days..I don't want to put too much pressure for her...I just want to give her some encouragement... She said..she don't want too let many people know yet...never mind..I can understand...yesterday when my classmate saw me and her across my class,she look shy and run quickly...haha...so cute...She don't want me to waste money and every night call her...she said sometime she will automatically call me...but I really not allow she do that..I also don't wan her to waste money...so..I will keep continue to call her first....You Know why??Because I am a BOY.......
HaiX..yesterday is my last school day ...so miss it...I miss my class..because everyday had new things happened there..although sometime quite noisy n boring there..but there is no any opportunity back my class d...we already graduation.. Now...still left SPM exam...after that..i believe I can"t meet my classmate everyday d...haix..... Many Memories no matter sweet or bitter in Sacred Heart...I grow from there..I have change many things this few years...I like my school life in Sacred Heart...I also miss my teacher..... Now..hope all my classmate can do well in SPM...But Now...We still have change to meet each other during the SPM...I must appreciate the time I together with them.... Gambateh in SPM and also keep in touch.......I will never forget what I have done in SACRED HEART........
Very upset today..but not totally upset la....no one can understand my feeling....Pressure..Pressure n Pressure!!!!! How to overcome it??? Only you can help yourself....My ways to reduce my pressure includes:eating..sleeping...n play badminton ..I choose playing badminton as my way to overcome my pressure... Nobody can help you...They don't want to know what pressure you had faced..they just want you to show them your best performance or result...No one can understand the proses you done even it is sweet or bitter....Is it result is the best to confirm or determine a person...?? ?? Is it scolding more effective than encouragement?? Is it result more useful than proses?? Haix..nobody will understand my complex's feeling.... The person who most know more about me....Of course is....... ME!!!
Haix...I know this challenge is quite tough for me...but i still need to face it... I really don't know why i can lost in final...there is no any reason i can lost it..even the semi final quite tough for me..but i still can pass it with nice performance... Haix...I think this is my fate..no one can change it...quite disappointed because all my plan will be delayed...but I still no lost all...at least I do well in my quarter final and also semi final... Hope can keep continue my performance well la....
I Think there is no any reason you can read my blog already..the best solution is you better get out of my blog..If you really want's to "intoduce" my blog,help me to promote my blog..Please!Please select a suitable time...so that this few's days incident will not happen...She wan to take exam!!!!why you still want do that...What purpose you do it!!!!!Is it like my friends said to me the reason you do?????!!!!Now many people became not happy not happy..
Pls ya..this case only about me and her...why you all have comments...wa...suddenly I so porpular...you take me go to hollywood la...STUPID!!!!!!!
Yesterday night...she said she want to be my fish(gf) n want swim into aquarium(my heart)..but she said..she don want to heart 1 people...Who are she????I think someone will know it...Besides,she also say..if there is not the appearance of another people,she will accept me without any pressure...She also felt touching that I do a lot of things for her...
Now...the relationship between me and her is consider what??????Hope the people that want to break the relationship between me n her will disappears as soon as possible!!!!!I hate you!!!!!Please stop your action!!!!!You better go to act drama!!!!If you not appear in the relationship between me n her...I think many will not happen so badly!!!!!!!
My dear,Please don't pity of her....why u worry her..she not care you..why you still need take care of her feelings???????If I follow my friend's instruction...Then this case will change into good situation???why you not allow me do that??haix....
Besides,there also have many thing happen on us....I lazy to write it la...I also quite angry when write it.....lolx...
I only spent 4 hours to sleep only..this is becase I talk phone with her untill quite night n prepare my own things,Besides, I also need go to take pretest for my car driving next day..
I woke up very early..although very tied,but i still can handle it..today quite happy..I pass my pretest already..although i do not too good in the test..but the tester still allow me take real test in dis coming Thursday..I very scare when driving..But now my feeling quite ok d...they also encourage me and said to me that I can do well just don't want too scare when driving...
Besides...today I also very happy ..this is because have two Malays girls that bigger than me automatically interact with me..so,i not fell quite boring at there...We talk a lot with each others..one of the Malay girl also invite us drink tea when still waiting the person who fetch us go back..this feeling quite well...you all will not easily understand my feeling..this feeling can't write...We talk many funny topics also...
Erm..this coming Thursday I think I can take JPJ test gua..hope all procedure will done by them..so that i can take the test..
The reason I want quickly to take the test is to prevent my test's date same with my SPM's date..so i need quickly do that..But..thus is not my main reason to take the test..The main reason I take the test is I wish She can be my 1st pessenger...I want to fetch her hanging around as soon as possible..If she wants to go everywhere,I hope I can do her driver....This is because I really love her...
The importance is....I need to pass my driving test!!!so,everything i can do it...Gambateh!!!
After listened your feeling...I quite happy no matter the answer is what...At least u can said all your feeling to me...Thank you!
I will listen your advice...i will try my best in SPM...Now,the importance is our studies...I can step in your shoe and think about that..hope we all can work hard this few weeks....I will folow it what i mentioned to you just now...good night....^^
- HavinG SweEt Dreams AlwayS -
