The Day before the wedding~

18th Sept

Maybe changed to new environment last night..I really can't sleep well in the new room..

haix..so pity..

type the name list of the guest who will attend the dinner to Microsoft Excel..

OMG..M.Excel..I don;t know about that la..

luckily my 姑丈who going to marry give me his format and I just add the name there and edit it..

haha..

The name list spent me few hour to complete it..

haix..

so tired...

few relatives came to our house also..

my house became so many people again..

after that, they all go out on evening..

left the 2 maids and me at home..

haix..

the children of my neighbor came to my house accompanied me again..

I let them use my laptop and I watched TV there with the 2 maids..

Suddenly the child called me went to their house..

because there have a small birthday party..

spent about an hour at there and then they followed me went back to my house again~

finally all of the relative came back..

and went to sleep d..

still have some people there..

drinking beer and chatted outside the house..

left me n my uncle recheck the name list again and correct it..

we do until 2am ++...

and I really sleepy d..

I went to sleep...

left him alone do..

haha...

very very very tired..

do many things whole day and just took an hour to take a nap on afternoon only..

but also enjoy the process while I am busying to complete the stuff la..

its a good experience for me..

haha~

CNY Mood~But Its Not~haha~

Slept on 3am..woke up at 5am..
gave someone a morning call and then continued sleep until 9am ++..
Woke up start busy until afternoon..
but happy and enjoyed the process...
Collected few rooms and also my room to let the relative to stay..
They all are come from Singapore, China, USA..
And tomorrow still have few more from Thailand and Singapore..
wow..
so so many people come..
really like a Chinese New Year Mood...
Sum-more I sticked and decorated the wall in my house..
I like the atmosphere very well..


some of them came on afternoon..
and some of them came at night..
the little baby girl is so so cute..
hahaha~
OMG..I became a  porter d....
carried the big big luggages from here to there..
quite heavy la..
haix...


Suddenly my house stuck with a lot of people..
Really can't imagine on the environment of this coming Sunday..
hahah..


Go out with my friends at night..
met up with them and chatted a lot of thing..
quite fun la..
enjoy my day so much~

Simple day but meaningful~

15th Sept Wed


Went back my home from hostel..
Opened the door of my bedroom..
Switched on the air-cond..
Felt Great!!
Damn tired and felt sleepy..
left my laptop aside..
wanna to take a nap..


many children knocked my door..
bring their laptop..
came to my room online..
OMG~ 5 children there..
warned them before I sleep..
Warned them do not make any noise..
if not, I let them go out..


Had a new style of hair cut by winnie..
Rick Chan and me also cut our hair..
After that .
went to played badminton with Winnie,her sister, her aunty..
and also rick chan, shin ni and her brother..


long time didn't play with them d..
quite enjoy la..
chatted a lot of things with them too..


watch a movie and played facebook at night..
damn nice la..
go to sleep on 3am...

Miss You Right Now...But What Can I do??

Miss you...
But can't find u..
cause I know you are quite busy right now..
you told me before that you need some private space..
and you also quite busy recently..


So, I stop disturbing you..
but what can I do right now..
its damn suffer..
can;t find u right now but quite miss u...


What I do now is..
Keeping look your webpage..
this is what I only can do right now..


I want to leave a message for u..
can I?
will you will I am irritating??
I think so..We have discuss this topic always..
and I knew that I really too irritating..


haix...
I still can watch movie or listening music beside keeping visit your webpage...
and I also din't aspect you will visit mine la..
you so so busy...


well..
wish you good luck and stay healthy~ 

知足。。

其实。。
我应该要学会知足。。
你说的对。。
或许比起其他人。。
我已经算起来幸运很多。。


我应该给大家都有彼此的空间。。
我不能够那么的依赖。。
或许还没有正式的在信任中找到一个平衡点。。
所以我才如此的依赖。。担心。。害怕。。。
简单来说。。
对自己没信心吧。。


可是想了又在想。。
是我多心了吧。。


哈哈。。
是我不够知足吧。。
好像变长你那样哦。。
可以不会那么的依赖对方。。
不会去想要人来陪。。
把多数的时间放在课业上。。
跟你的朋友聊得多些吧。。


我好像学。。
好像学。。
可是。。
我偏偏做不到。。
中毒了吧。。


比起几个月前的我。。
完全不一样了。。
为什么我就是不能把一切都兼顾得很好呢？？
为什么我就是那么的贪心。。
就是那么的不懂得知足。。


说真的。。
我一定要改变。。
我要明白。。
不是缺乏也一样东西。。
就好像世界末日那样。。


嗯。。
我应该要坚持。。
不可中途因为辛苦而放弃我所要做出的改变。。


加油！
加油！！
加油！！！

聊天。。

聊天。。
有很多管道。。
面对面聊天。。
网上聊天。。
电话聊天。。




深夜时。。
通常都会打电话给比较好的朋友聊天。。
有时聊的都没有重点。。
哈哈。。
可怜他们啦。。
听我讲那些543的。。
哈哈。。
可是有时候也会跟他讲我的事情。。


这会让我减低我所面对的压力。。
这几晚。。
也打给了几位朋友聊聊天。。
有些还会辅导我。。
哈哈。。
免费辅导老师。。
还蛮有效的。。
被他们开导了后。。
也觉得自己是个钻牛角尖的人。。




聊了天后。。
就觉得轻松很多了。。
也没那么容易再失眠了。。
可是我的耳朵就可怜了。。
哈哈。。


不过如果每天这样也不是一个好办法。。
看来。。
我应该寻找其他方法。。
哈哈。。
要买酒来收起来了。。
借酒消愁。。
哈哈。。

我。。又怎样了。。。

最近的我。。
是怎样了。。
是我吗？？我的问题吗？？
不懂。。


是我太过依赖了？
是我不太会体谅？
你会开始厌倦了？
你是否觉得累了？
是我让你觉得烦了？？


怎样了？
怎么办？
我一直反复得问我自己。。
最终找不到答案。。


或许是我太转牛角尖了啦。。
脸皮太厚了。。
应该适可而止吧。。
该放手的时候。。
就应该放手吧。。


我。。
真的真的。。
不要再把这件事放在我的中心点吧。。
还有很多事情等着我。。
加油！！


其他人都兼顾得到。。
我都可以！！！

Watched Piranha~

Went for a movie with friends at Gurney Plaza..
We watch Piranha..
I quite like it..
quite scary..
but its funny for me..
I like to watch this type of move..
Miss the moment when watch those scary movie with my friends especially the ghost movie..




After that I went to have my dinner at Kim GAry Restaurant with my uncle and her daughter to celebrated his birthday..
The food made me felt full enough..
Had been long time didn't visit to that restaurant d..
Thank u~

My Raya Holiday~

10 Sept

Its Raya day...So happy because have many holidays~

Went to Gurney Plaza with my friends..

They are Rick Chan. Jason, Nicole, Tiberius and Keat Wooi..

We went to Redbox to sing K..

Redbox had move from basement form  level 7..

I love the new environment..

It looked great!!

We spent our 3 hrs at there..

and also had our lunch there..

After finished singing..

We went to shop..

I went to buy 2 formal shirt..

after that, we moved to another desrination..

went to Prangin Mall...Komtar and Pacific..

having our dinner at there also..

Bought a lot of things and spent a lot also..

Jason and I bought 1 pants at there..

damn nice..

even our money not left more d..

but we still bought it..

haha...

Arrgghhh...

Bankrupt d la...

cannot always shopping d..

hahahah~

Ramdoms~

4th Sept


woke up very late..
the children accompanied me the whole afternoon..
haha..
had a simply gathering night with my primary school friends..
only 5 people there..
but still have a lot at fun there..
BBQ at Jie Sheng house..




5th Sept..


The children came to my house again..
and woke me up..
they came my room and played at there..
some used my laptop to online..
afternoon, dad took me go to BJ complex there to repair my laptop..
after that sent me back to hostel again..
haix...need wait another few days I just can use back my laptop..
went to aquarium on evening..
had our dinner at new world park..


6th Sept..


had a lunch with god father at Oriental club..
like the environment there..
but the waiter...hmmmm.....
had beverage mid term exam on 4pm..
hmmm......speechless..
after finished the class...
went to take my dinner with Winnie and Vivian...


7th Sept


Celebrate Siew Jie's b'day after finished the class..
planed to sing at Gurney plaza..but full..
so moved to Neway, Queensbay Mall..
20++ of us went to there...
took a lot of pictures there...


8th Sept


Yeah..last day study d..
after that will have a Raya holiday..
financial replacement class on 12pm..
but i skip the class with Vivian after 1pm..
we use the 1 hour to hanging around the college..haha..
class finished on 5pm++..
went back to hostel..
all my housemate went back to their hometown d..
left me..T_T..
my uncle came to fetch me on 830pm..
and then followed him go to Sungai Petani before back to home..


9th Sept..


Distributed the wedding invitation card to whole the village..
hmm..just realized that my village was quite large..
distributed home by home...haix..
spent 2 hours there..
but still not finish distribute yet..
the sky become dark..
so continue another day..
haha...

Great German Dinner at Gutta house..

3th Sept..


Our German lecturer,Gutta invited us went to her house to have a dinner..
20++ of us went to her house that day..
her husband and her very friendly..
She prepared a lot of delicious German food for us..
and all the food made by her..
awesome..
We enjoy our appetizer, main course and also dessert...
besides, we enjoyed the soft drinks and also red wine and white at there..
I like the dessert most..
It is super super delicious...


Quite full on that night..
had a lot of fun with my classmate too..
We took a lot of picture..


Thank you so so much..
You are such a good lecturer..


Hope still have chance visit to your house again..haha...

Randoms~

29th Aug 10


Woke up very early...and then straight went to airport..
after that, went to QB mall...they discuss the wedding dinner with the wedding planner..and I online at there..we having our lunch at old town there..after that went for shopping..We took our dinner before sent my uncle went to airport again..after that, sent me back to my hostel...and when I trying to open my laptop..OMG..the screen totally blank..and I also become blank..suddenly felt like nothing that I can do at there again..quite down...finally called Jason them, they just beside my hostel..went to eat dinner with them and follow them went to snooker center..


30 Aug 10

4 days short holidays was over..same as usual...attended the class whole day..had a lunch with my god father...we had our lunch at a restaurant..the food there damn nice..and the environment nice also..ate until very full..late 1 hour to the marketing class...haha...after that skip the class again..go to somewhere met my friend and chatted there..felt super bored at hostel..my laptop cannot use since yesterday night..called jason them and then go out with them together...went to snoorker center after finished the supper..joined with them juntil very late and then just went back sleep~

31th Aug 10

Its Merdeka day..but I do nothing whole day...planned go to somewhere to play..but its doesn't work...spent half the day stay at room and slept by listening the song~went to aquarium with my friends about evening..
suddenlyed received a call from my god father..we took me to have dinner with them..the dinner damn nice...like it very much..long time didn't sit together with them d..this is a right chance...after finished our dinner..we went to Haagen Dazs which located at Pulau Tikus there..enjoyede the ice cream and banana split with damn...very happy...hope still have many opportunities in future~this is my Merdeka Day~

1th Sept 10

Played badminton with Ivan them ...quite happy la because long time no play badminton with my friends d..after that, stayed at hostel d..talked phone with my friends near to 2 hours and my ears damn pain..but at least can reduce my boring..haha..after that chatted with housemate them and then went to sleep~

2th Sept 10

Beverage class-finally I get my recipe for the cocktail presentation d..damn happy..thx to Jason Yew so so much!!!
Having my lunch with my friend at Bon Appetit Restaurant..the food that was ..hmmmm.....haha...
eveing until 9pm sumthing super boring..do nothing there..haix...after that chatted with friends until midnight...laughed a lot and ate burger with them together~

3th Sept

arrghhh.Financial class again...same as usual..do nothing at there..haix..take a nap befotre attend beverage replacement class..after the class finished, gossip with someone and made a lot of laughs there~and now..where am i??I am in my college's I lab..haix...alone do ntg here also...but at least teh environment cold ~tonight will have a gathering in my German Language lecturer home..waiting~~~~~