FuLl of dIsapPoinTmenT~

Disappointed again!

She told me yesterday night she will teach me Mathematics on next morning before the exam start in school...after i heard it...I very happy..because she still wan teach me although there have many people in school....

My friend came to my house about 5am to study...he knew she wan teach me today in school on 7am..so we go to school about 6.40am...he's really a good friend...he drove his car fetch me..

When I reach my school..I took my book to do revision..when she arrived ..she also shy to face me..and she continued do revision with her friends..she called her friends took her note to me read it..haix..why she still scare to face me and shy to teach me where the situation is fulled with people...

When I heard her wanted to teach me in today..I really very happy and have determination to do well in my Maths..but...she still felt shy...then came to teach me...on that time..I really disappointed and want to give up that subject d...I have little of angry..but still cannot angry her...because I can understand her feeling and I really love her....My friends also knew me fulled of disappointment...haix...if she really shy..why she still wanted promise me that she wanted to teach me in this morning.....

My feeling very down..........