I don't want to think it again~Please get out from me....

Really really sad ~
I try to don;t  want to think about YOU~
But....
Once I saw YOU..I can't ignore YOU.....
I did't hope I can get anything from YOU..
But..
I hope you can treat me as good friend..
And....
Try to talk more with me as well....
I don;t want always be the 1 who talk or go to find YOU 1st...
I will reply YOU immediately when receive the message from YOU...
But ...
I always wait YOUR message....I scare YOU didn't reply me back..
But...
Sometime felt sad because YOU didn't reply my message....
Sometime, YOU didn't even pick up the call or call back to me...
Do you know..
When I saw u...
My heartbeat  will  not same with normal..
And...
I become stuck when talked with YOU...
Because....
I too nervous....
I don't think YOU can read my mind as well...
And I hope I want to maintain like this..
Because I scare once YOU know this...
Our relationship will become bad..
But...
I want try to ignore YOU and don't want to put more effort on u...
I just hope can do best friends with YOU...
and  now...
I want try to forget about YOU...
And try only be best friend with YOU...
I know its very hard...
But...
I have no choice!!!


T.T