The Day before the wedding~

18th Sept

Maybe changed to new environment last night..I really can't sleep well in the new room..

haix..so pity..

type the name list of the guest who will attend the dinner to Microsoft Excel..

OMG..M.Excel..I don;t know about that la..

luckily my 姑丈who going to marry give me his format and I just add the name there and edit it..

haha..

The name list spent me few hour to complete it..

haix..

so tired...

few relatives came to our house also..

my house became so many people again..

after that, they all go out on evening..

left the 2 maids and me at home..

haix..

the children of my neighbor came to my house accompanied me again..

I let them use my laptop and I watched TV there with the 2 maids..

Suddenly the child called me went to their house..

because there have a small birthday party..

spent about an hour at there and then they followed me went back to my house again~

finally all of the relative came back..

and went to sleep d..

still have some people there..

drinking beer and chatted outside the house..

left me n my uncle recheck the name list again and correct it..

we do until 2am ++...

and I really sleepy d..

I went to sleep...

left him alone do..

haha...

very very very tired..

do many things whole day and just took an hour to take a nap on afternoon only..

but also enjoy the process while I am busying to complete the stuff la..

its a good experience for me..

haha~

CNY Mood~But Its Not~haha~

Slept on 3am..woke up at 5am..
gave someone a morning call and then continued sleep until 9am ++..
Woke up start busy until afternoon..
but happy and enjoyed the process...
Collected few rooms and also my room to let the relative to stay..
They all are come from Singapore, China, USA..
And tomorrow still have few more from Thailand and Singapore..
wow..
so so many people come..
really like a Chinese New Year Mood...
Sum-more I sticked and decorated the wall in my house..
I like the atmosphere very well..


some of them came on afternoon..
and some of them came at night..
the little baby girl is so so cute..
hahaha~
OMG..I became a  porter d....
carried the big big luggages from here to there..
quite heavy la..
haix...


Suddenly my house stuck with a lot of people..
Really can't imagine on the environment of this coming Sunday..
hahah..


Go out with my friends at night..
met up with them and chatted a lot of thing..
quite fun la..
enjoy my day so much~

Simple day but meaningful~

15th Sept Wed


Went back my home from hostel..
Opened the door of my bedroom..
Switched on the air-cond..
Felt Great!!
Damn tired and felt sleepy..
left my laptop aside..
wanna to take a nap..


many children knocked my door..
bring their laptop..
came to my room online..
OMG~ 5 children there..
warned them before I sleep..
Warned them do not make any noise..
if not, I let them go out..


Had a new style of hair cut by winnie..
Rick Chan and me also cut our hair..
After that .
went to played badminton with Winnie,her sister, her aunty..
and also rick chan, shin ni and her brother..


long time didn't play with them d..
quite enjoy la..
chatted a lot of things with them too..


watch a movie and played facebook at night..
damn nice la..
go to sleep on 3am...

Miss You Right Now...But What Can I do??

Miss you...
But can't find u..
cause I know you are quite busy right now..
you told me before that you need some private space..
and you also quite busy recently..


So, I stop disturbing you..
but what can I do right now..
its damn suffer..
can;t find u right now but quite miss u...


What I do now is..
Keeping look your webpage..
this is what I only can do right now..


I want to leave a message for u..
can I?
will you will I am irritating??
I think so..We have discuss this topic always..
and I knew that I really too irritating..


haix...
I still can watch movie or listening music beside keeping visit your webpage...
and I also din't aspect you will visit mine la..
you so so busy...


well..
wish you good luck and stay healthy~ 

知足。。

其实。。
我应该要学会知足。。
你说的对。。
或许比起其他人。。
我已经算起来幸运很多。。


我应该给大家都有彼此的空间。。
我不能够那么的依赖。。
或许还没有正式的在信任中找到一个平衡点。。
所以我才如此的依赖。。担心。。害怕。。。
简单来说。。
对自己没信心吧。。


可是想了又在想。。
是我多心了吧。。


哈哈。。
是我不够知足吧。。
好像变长你那样哦。。
可以不会那么的依赖对方。。
不会去想要人来陪。。
把多数的时间放在课业上。。
跟你的朋友聊得多些吧。。


我好像学。。
好像学。。
可是。。
我偏偏做不到。。
中毒了吧。。


比起几个月前的我。。
完全不一样了。。
为什么我就是不能把一切都兼顾得很好呢？？
为什么我就是那么的贪心。。
就是那么的不懂得知足。。


说真的。。
我一定要改变。。
我要明白。。
不是缺乏也一样东西。。
就好像世界末日那样。。


嗯。。
我应该要坚持。。
不可中途因为辛苦而放弃我所要做出的改变。。


加油！
加油！！
加油！！！

聊天。。

聊天。。
有很多管道。。
面对面聊天。。
网上聊天。。
电话聊天。。




深夜时。。
通常都会打电话给比较好的朋友聊天。。
有时聊的都没有重点。。
哈哈。。
可怜他们啦。。
听我讲那些543的。。
哈哈。。
可是有时候也会跟他讲我的事情。。


这会让我减低我所面对的压力。。
这几晚。。
也打给了几位朋友聊聊天。。
有些还会辅导我。。
哈哈。。
免费辅导老师。。
还蛮有效的。。
被他们开导了后。。
也觉得自己是个钻牛角尖的人。。




聊了天后。。
就觉得轻松很多了。。
也没那么容易再失眠了。。
可是我的耳朵就可怜了。。
哈哈。。


不过如果每天这样也不是一个好办法。。
看来。。
我应该寻找其他方法。。
哈哈。。
要买酒来收起来了。。
借酒消愁。。
哈哈。。

我。。又怎样了。。。

最近的我。。
是怎样了。。
是我吗？？我的问题吗？？
不懂。。


是我太过依赖了？
是我不太会体谅？
你会开始厌倦了？
你是否觉得累了？
是我让你觉得烦了？？


怎样了？
怎么办？
我一直反复得问我自己。。
最终找不到答案。。


或许是我太转牛角尖了啦。。
脸皮太厚了。。
应该适可而止吧。。
该放手的时候。。
就应该放手吧。。


我。。
真的真的。。
不要再把这件事放在我的中心点吧。。
还有很多事情等着我。。
加油！！


其他人都兼顾得到。。
我都可以！！！

Watched Piranha~

Went for a movie with friends at Gurney Plaza..
We watch Piranha..
I quite like it..
quite scary..
but its funny for me..
I like to watch this type of move..
Miss the moment when watch those scary movie with my friends especially the ghost movie..




After that I went to have my dinner at Kim GAry Restaurant with my uncle and her daughter to celebrated his birthday..
The food made me felt full enough..
Had been long time didn't visit to that restaurant d..
Thank u~